k. m y u n g s o o
kim myungsoo | 041392 | freelance photographer & model | not your typical pet
Neh, they were important to me especially as your master Myung. -he furrows his brows a bit- It is only a thought though, that I would leave if I lost my dear Myungsoo.. I don’t want to quit Myungsoo, I enjoy being a master, when my pets are around. I’m not staying because of just you though, I’m staying because all of my pets as well as Seunghyun and Yong.. I have a connection with all of you.. I hate losing anyone.
[ Sighing softly he wished he could remember everything that had been said but he only really focused on what he deemed was the most important ] Are you sure this is what you want to continue doing? Ah I suppose as long as it is making you happy but I wouldn’t suggest you holding off on doing anything ever. This is me speaking as a friend of sorts. [ holds his hands up ] I wasn’t trying to sound as if I were what is keeping you here or anything sorry.
A day is far too long Myung.. -tilts head slightly before walking over to you hugging you tightly- Actually my mun’s day is about over.. they’ll probably be going to sleep soon, hm.. I was going to say that Myung, I approve, because we’ve talked about things already the other day about it all.. -he reached a hand up cupping your cheek and rubbing it with my thumb gently, kissing you softly- And as I said before.. I trust you Myung.. just a bit anxious still about it all. I just hope somehow something or someone doesn’t upset you again, I worry about you even though you tell me not to. Anyways besides that, we have things to finish elsewhere, I expect to see you there whenever you’re on arasseo?.. I promise we’ll still talk here as well.
You’re right looking at the time it is a bit up there for mun so I hope they rest well but {chuckling softly he wrapped his arms tightly around the other shaking his head a bit} Oh, I think I know what you mean. You don’t have to worry really, I’m going to try to be on my best behavior and not blow up or something stupid ah. I’ll be there. I’m not in that kind of a mood today I wouldn’t be the best company but I’ll be there.
Mm.. neh Myung?.. -smiles softly- I’ve missed you dear.
It’s only been a day! {he exclaimed with a wide smile stepping over to meet the other half way} I missed you too though, are you having an alright day?
Myung.. -hugs you tightly- yahh~ C’mere hmm?..
{he bit his lip trying his best not to react wrongly by the show of affection he almost didn’t want to be touched, but leaned himself into your hold regardless while hugging his arms around you tightly }
I said mun’s day is ALMOST over.. I have a good 3-4 hours left. aishh— I can’t pay attention to the dash right now, for reason so would you please kindly meet me in a place you know I’ll be able to reply easier.
…………. alright { nods twice}
aishh— I’ve already slept Myung.. I’ll sleep again in a few more hours, it’s nowhere near time for me to sleep.
Yah then what did you mean your day was over { laughing out softly} Arasso, arasso.
My mun’s day is almost over but I can still chat for a while.
Ah no, get yourself some rest. I’m sorry about that I slept too long.
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Myung.. -pouts a bit- I thought I was going to be able to see you today..
Are you going to be busy today? { he asked in confusion letting his brows furrow slightly }
-he furrowed his brows pulling away himself, all he wanted to do was give his pet the utmost affection and with his pet pulling himself away like this made him even more worried, he knew for a fact the best thing for him was affection but if he didnt want it, he would not force it on him- I have never lied to you Myungsoo… you’ve trusted me a long time, I worked hard for that trust, I treasure it and would never take advantage of it… I don’t plan on betraying your trust anytime soon so if you don’t want affection right now Myungsoo.. as much as you know I would like to give to you, as much as you know how touchy and affectionate I am.. I will hold myself back for you and the sake of your sanity and comfortableness no matter how much it hurts to not touch you…. I’ve been months without it before… I’ll manage, but don’t push me away Myung.. you know I just want to comfort you.
{He pursed his lips slightly knowing full and well that Hamin wouldn’t do anything it wasn’t that he doubt him, but he was in the state of mind where no one would be able to reach him for a while so he had to pull himself back a bit} Maser you don’t have to do all of that please I just I mean I don’t know what to tell you except that you don’t need to worry and I will try my best to stay a good pet and give you what you ask for.So much for throwing away my bad attitude and rebellious ways right? I understand how you are and if I didn’t want you to be able to do what made you feel right with me I probably wouldn’t be your pet so i’m sorry {he stepped his way closer biting down on his bottom lip}